Okay, so last night wasn't the best night of my life. Praise God for new mornings. The day has started of pretty well. I was able to send my husband off to work in a pleasant mood, instead of secretly wishing he would stay home so that I could sleep and resenting the fact that I had to once again stay home by myself with two young children. I am actually happy to be with the boys today. Maybe that sounds bad to say that sometimes I'm not all that happy, but it's really hard work to be a mom. It drains you like nothing else I've ever experienced. I'm usually and pretty happy, positive person, but motherhood challenges that spirit within me every day!
Actually, I should probably get back to my boys. Jack is playing in the bathroom, which is probably not good, and Adam is sleeping in his crib....such a sweet heart!
Just an update on the food battle.....Yesterday I ate too many of the butterscotch bars I made, so I felt like throwing up last night. This morning, so far so good. Just a bowl of cereal and some OJ for breakfast. Hoping to keep myself in check today!
I know the feeling with the desserts...we had a youth gathering at our place and I made way too much dessert...lucky for me, no one came!! Yikes! So I've been enjoying a slice of Chocolate Eclair each afternoon while the boys sleep. :)
ReplyDeleteSo you're saying that just because we're breastfeeding we shouldn't eat an entire pan of brownies....in one sitting? Hmmm....I mean...well....not that I could or would ever do that ;) Love ya. Keep writing!
ReplyDeleteIn heaven can we eat whatever we want? Hope so!
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